This will always be my corner.
Now that I got involved in different projects, being two of them two other blogs (I will explain later in some other post), I realised just how good I feel when I write here. Not that it didn't feel good before, but now I can clearly feel the difference.
Here I can simply write. Whatever I want and whatever I feel like writing. It's my language, my kind of writing, myself. No matter which way I choose to express what I want to transmit, it's allowed and accepted, because it's mine and since the blog is also mine, it will always fit in.
In the other blogs I have been working on, I can still be myself (that's the point anyway!) but it's just not the same. I have to be careful with what to write about. Does it fit in? Is it proper? Can I really say this like this? Do the readers want this?
Don't get me wrong, I enjoy the new things I have been doing! It has been challenging but very much enjoyable as well! It's just that at first I got scared that they would take way my will of writing here, but there's no need to be worried. Here is my home, I will always want to write here. Here is cosy and comfortable. Here I can start a post (like this one) not knowing what I will say and just let my thoughts flow.
It is all like a trip abroad, isn't it? I just can't stay here at home forever. I have to go out there and live adventures for then to be able to enjoy it here at home as well. Maybe that's exactly what it is! I have this need of travelling. When I cannot travel physically as much, I have to do it mentally. I have to go out there and challenge myself to feel alive. To feel useful. To feel like myself after all.
I must have reached phase something of being unemployed. I'm ready to have a completely new and challenging job. Until I find it, I will be out there living and I will be here seeking comfort.